Topsy - Turvy

I have absolutely no semblance of a routine here, at all.

I haven't been to bed yet, and it's 4.45am. Granted, my alarm did go off at 4am, as it was set. I should've woken up then so I could eat before sunrise (it's Ramadan time).

But I just didn't end up going to bed. Again.

Some days I sleep more than 12 hours, sometimes a few days in a row. Sometimes I sleep at night, other times not. Sometimes I do plain wierd hours, staying up late into the night, sleeping 6am-12pm.

What the hell is going on?? There is no rhyme, reason or pattern here at all.

Well, I must say I like the tea and dates at this hour, but I must be quick - the sun rises in 12 minutes.

Friends

make my world go 'round.

Every person I meet makes an impact.

Thank you.

Time to be epic.

Time to be epic.

There is literally so much work to do, I don't know where to begin.

I'm not perfect, and I've never been particularly adept at pretending otherwise.

Deer caught in the headlights.

Ostrich with his head in the sand.

Old habits are hard to kick, especially the 'if I don't move, everything will go away' mechanism.

Fail. But getting grumpy at myself wont help. Neither will ignoring everything and hoping it goes away.

Make a list. Make a list and start at the top.

Do. Go. Yes. Right? Remind me of this in the morning.

It's difficult to get my head around this sometimes.

Time to really develop those self reliance skills.